its been almost 8 months u been to a far far away place... a place where u will never back to us... every single minute in my life i miss u... miss u badly...
we been dating twice this month... same place for dinner twice is month... 1st time we been there u spoke out everything in my heart.. i am speechless... i cant express out how i felt that time... i just noe i am really thanks to u... u gave me everything i lost and need in my life...
tat nite u even promise me... i had been hungered for that... i cant really accept ur lie till nw but i try to accept it... thr r things i cant change but thr r things i can learn to accept... heart stil in hurt but at least i felt much better...
new year is getting nearer... i dunno i should back or not??? back i scare of being treated bad again... din back i scared of hurting my beloved... i dunno what should i do only the best... right or left??? i dun have any idea on which road to choose... no matter what road i choose i also pain...
lately i been crying... i really dunno what road to choose... yes nite thundering... i so scare... last time i used to hug mummy but.. nw i can hug who??? who there for me to hug???
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