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mummy birthday today... i remember and keep reminding myself not to forget mummy birthday since yesterday night...for i noe that i am a forgetful... i always forget and now i still forget mummy birthday.... i felt useless... i dunno who should i say to.... i am feeling like hugging piggy mum... i really wanna hug his mum...but i have no brave to hug her.... i have no brave to ask her as well...

today... i went into condom shop for the 1st time with piggy... i wanna in so much but i scared to in alone... today finally in with piggy... felt excited and anxious... hehe... dunno what is piggy feeling....

today also i went to fish aquarium for the first time with piggy dear.... seeing all the beautiful fish i feel so relax and suddenly i felt that i found myself back... at that moment i really being back myself.... for at that time i cabe childish a while... i never been in that feeling and having that feeling ever since mummy passed away....

i wanna say so much to piggy dear and thanks so much to him... although sometimes he really naughty but because of his naughty making me mad and making me happy and smile as well at the same time... dunno what to do with him... but i love the way he treat me nw for i can scold and mad at him, i can tease him and also comfort him as well... making me love him more each day.....

valentines day gonna reach soon... hope i manage to finish the album for him... and hope he like it...

dun worry piggy dear u will noe what i type in a short while.............. LOVE YA PIGGY DEAR BABY........................................................................... OYS 5201314