Th3 F33l!ng !ns!d3..........

i never experience the feeling of scare to know result quite a time... last few days i really felt scare... if the result is positive i dunno what should i do as well...i never thought of that problem for i never wan it to be positive as well... tis few days i really thinking deeply... am i prepared for it??? have i ready for a stage of life??? i been thinking for the last few days... i not really prepare for it and i also dun wan because of some reason i enter the new life...