Dear Mum,
It had been more than 4 months i didn't talk to u. It's not that I dun wanna talk to u eventually I have a lot of things wanna share with u just that I am too busy with my schedule nowadays and there is also sometimes I dun even know how to let u noe on the things that happens nowadays....
Mi,
My life so far can be say is good not bad... Although there are a lot of challenge and diffculty in my works but with the strength I have, I believe I will manage to go through. I am trying my very best to pull myself up and stand on my own feet after u had left. Do u know what am I bz with??? Nothing special just that I am bz with my works. Mi, do u rmb last time I told u I wanna be a tutor when I grown up... However this wish and dream could not be fulfill last time due to the result of my STPM... d credit tat I get does not satisfied the need of the course, tat y only i change to marketing. But now I had become a tutor... although just for a part time but I felt happy and contented... cause no matter whether I am a full time teacher or part time tutor, my responsible is still the same... I wan to educate the society, the kids and teenager nowadays not to commit any karma and offence or crime beside taught them knowledge... Tis job isn't easy at all... I had to admit tat I am facing a lot of difficulty during my first time teaching, but i still manage to overcome my fear...
Mi, u sure not gonna believe tis... d kids tat I'm teaching nowadays teach me back on hw to become a person with gd quality and characteristic... they let me know the importance of family and i'm teaching them to love their family with their care and respect to their parents. although my days now were stress with a lot of works but i knew tat i could cope with it cause i know u will always b thr for me... i always sense u beside me... time pass so quick, u had left me for 2 years and we all nid to learn hw to take care of ourself in these 2 years... it's really hard to live without u but we knew tat no matter hw we still nid to stand on our own... My love life lately quite ok... can be say more stable as he try to concern and care my feelings d... i just hope he could be the rite person for me like wat u hope in dad... lately i had bought with my own ability and hard earned money without dad help at all my own personal laptop as i promised u and also my own motorcycle... although it was a secondhand motor but it is still new... at least it is my own money... i am satisfied with all tis thing... i am planning for a house of my own and a family of my own in another 2 to 3 years... yes mum, i am planning to be with him no matter hw as u noe when i love a person i would love whole heartly n tat is also y i could get hurt deeply... dun worry mum, he will support me now when i have financial difficulty... i promise u i wont get into lottery before we two had our own house... wait for my success mum...
mi, i dunno hw was ur life down thr... is it really what irene say? u really cant let us go??? and cause u suffer down there??? y mum??? u should not bear tis pain anymore.... we had promise to let u go and take care of ourself... u should not take tis burden in ur shoulder anymore... I beg u to go and have ur new life mum... Please let go tis burden... If u really wanna c us reunite, i promise u we will be reunite in MAY 20... Please dun have burden of us anymore... u gonna suffer... let us go... i promise and swear to u i will take care of stephanie no matter hw hard it was... i knew tat dad had a companion nw but he cares her a lot... i will guide to the rite way.. dun worry... let all tis burden and go reincarnate for a better life and let me have tis burden... ever since u pregnant of stephanie, i had promise to help u care her and i never break my promise... i am not tired... dun worry just let us go ok!!!!! I dun wan u to suffer anymore... I did not take a good care of u n be a responsible daughter for u when u still alive but nw i am not tat unresponsible daughter anymore.... Put ur trust in me mimi and believe me... I lost the person i loved the most because of my stupid act when u still alive and nw i lost u... 2 person is more than enough... I miss u............ oh ya, mi, now tommy sick d... for about a week plus still cant recover and i dun even know whats wrong with him and i can only be by his side.... hope the care and love from me, he could recover fast....... I love u mum...
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