Changing inside U..........

i kept on thinking is it you r the one who change o i am the one who change? i dun sure with the answer and i want to figure the answer... but how do i going to think on the answer and where am i suppose to search for the answer....

we had been registered as husband and wife for a year ++ and our relatinship had been change from husband and wife for a year plus... i thought it would always be sweet and loving with each other after that day... however it came out not it suppose to be so... how i wish my friend would be here to share with me and listen to my words now... i knew i am going to explode soon but i still want to control down....... it had been reach a limit and i afraid control it much longer....

i want a relationship which can remains as bf and gf even thought status change... i more like having sweet moment with nothing then argue moment with everything on hand... i want everything to remain unchange....... but for u... u thought status change relationship also change.... it is hurt for me to been through this moment with you... i dun wan this relationship... i even regret of having register with you............ i dun like u decide on every decision and then only u ask me.... this situation often reminds on how u left on the time i need you the most...

maybe cause i care too much about u causing u din appreciate on what i did... u cant even think on what is right and wrong.... one thing i hope u never know... i can let u go for my sister due to u dun understand on the responsible i am holding right now.... the promise i made to my mum i had been holding but u never understand my situation... i dun wan a husband who dun understand my situation...

nowadays u also never trust me... u question me for every single details... what is the use of keeping this relationship when u dun put a trust.... the way ur mum treat me and always talk behind my back i cant take it anymore....

i wanna break but i dunno how to speak it out with u.... maybe u dun even realise how u change in this few years... but i realise.... i am so sorry but i cant keep it and be patience anymore... my temper gonna explode soon.... i had sacrifice everything for u but in the end i cant even gets ur trust......... tat the most hurting...... u will never realise how u hurt me deeply now..........