mami,
recently i watched a movie of a love story. the story so touching... i admire so much the actor in the movie because the way he confessed his love and the way he care without breaking promise and the way he react towards his love really is sth that i want but i can't be like the way the actress done.
daddy say i must support him in whatever he do but... i had tried.. in fact many people advised me not to give up.... i scare to make that decision... since that day when i ask him, what will he do if i ask for a break, he never say anything... he say that i think too much... i know what i think but i not dare to take that decision...
mami,
what am i feel actually? why when he hug me i feel nothing??? why i wanted so much to push him away when he tried to kiss me??? why i want to avoid when he embrace me??? nowadays i want to avoid him and escape from him... i even wanna move out from thr... mami, what is this feeling actually and what am i thinking now... i'm so confused.. nobody will understand the hurt that i been through now.. i still could not forgive that incident.......
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