fall in love again.....

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Mummy,

Mami, many things happen recently... tat include my relationship....... mami, if i still love him my heart wont be enough to fill another inside rite.... last time when we be together my heart had been shut for another guy to enter into my world... but now mami,
it seems to open again for another to enter... i dunno since when it had been opened... i just noe tat i can't get rid of one's from my mind... the way one's embrace me and make me feel warm... tat night really splendid... for now i can still feel the way he grabs my hand and say to me tat he don't want me to feel cold had really melted my heart... i dunno since when my heart felt for one's for as far as i know i hate him last time cz i knew tat he is a playboy... i am still trying to control myself not to step in further... mami, i just dun wan to be like u... u had been suffer all along... waiting and loving someone who make u in so much pain... i wan a change.. i dun wan my life to be tied to one person only... but now i know i have to get him out from my mind... a night of memory is more than enough... one's just treat me as fren... not more than tat... maybe just a client.. i appreciate one's kindness and gentleman attitude... many girls will fall for one's and one's will never choose me cause i am not available... i should not think too much d... i will treat one's as a passer-by in my life... the memory with one's will be buried inside my heart d.... mami,

no worry k... ur daughter me wont do ath stupid and also wont do ath tat can harm me... i will grab the best for myself... i will fight for the best.... i will have my own life... nobody gonna tide my life up....

i will let one's vanish from my heart.....