Complicated life....

Mami, I'm back to talk to u today... I had back from my trip for a few days and I had even start working today after a long leave... Mami I feel relieved now after I say out my decision for a temporary break... I know he will suffer so do i... Tat y I make this decision.... I know where I stand and what I want... I know it's hard for me to gain back any trust in my relationship with him and it will also be unfair to him when my heart have someone's else living inside...

MAMI, I thought I forget someone d after all these years... However last trip prove me wrong... I had never put him down is just tat I keep my feeling towards someone in a corner of my heart and lock it only... All these while I had been lying to myself n also being unfair to him... All my feeling towards someone never cease away... I feel hard... I know I had to put him down cause someone already belongs to other n someone loves his gf very much.... I will not spoilt someone relationships for I also wish him happiness with his gf.....

MAMI, dun worry bout me k... I wil not spoilt his relationship...i will try my very best to put someone down.... I promise u mum.... But there's one thing tat make me happy... I still live in a small piece of his heart.... I think tat will let to have more than enough happy to know tat....

mami,

today i break my principle to go and seek for the fortune teller on my relationship... all these while i never wan to listen to anything as i thought that my choice is lead by my hand... these few years, it seems that to prove me wrong. i had been in a very complicated love life which dragging me down till i dunno where to stand now...i love a person who would never love me and also break a person heart who love me... now not only he done mistake but me also......... i cant even let the things that happen to cast away from my memory... i feel lost and i am in a dilemma now...