mami,
i am here again chatting with u.. mami am i useless??? i dunno how to manage my love life now... i am confuse and lost... i am suffocating now... i dunno where only i can get my air... facing someone whom i lost feeling make me feel like wan to die... c someone so happily with partner so happily make my heart pain more than ever... i dunno what should i do d mami... i am total lost now... i am really wondering is he playing with my heart... y must he pull it out and stab it once again... y am i so useless to let it get stab again... y am i so silly to have let it pull out again... y do i lie to myself again and again... i really hate myself... as for another one i dun think he have feel towards me cause he never text me again and never text me at first...i think i better let my heart in cold and stiff... better dun let it get warm again is the best.... by this way no matter how i wont get stab and i can slowly recover... now i indeed very hurt... seeing someone so happy now with partner i really cant stand it..... i even need to force myself to smile.... what's more hurt than this.......... i really dunno i can stand how long......... i really hate him for letting me to have feel towards someone again....
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