something in our hand wont be treasure by us... i am not sure whether i am burden towards u or not....but i have tis feeling with me.... there something inside me i dunno how to tell u about it.... i only let one people know about it only....i dun even let my brother know about it...
i am scared... scared to have a check up.... appointment for check up were made on today but i cancel it....two voices came out.... to go or not to go???? i always advise people not to avoid reality....must always accept.... but now... i am the one avoiding it......
u r the one i treasure the most...can be with u can say is a granted from god to me.... i love the moment a and him spent together but i scared it cant be long.....
i keep paining each day and i just hide it.... i dun wan u to know...i dunno i doing the rite decision or not but i know i will regret.... it is better for me to be with this pain alone than two of us in pain....
if really someday i really gone, please dun blame me but promise me to have a good day and be with the one u love who can take care of u and love u more than i....i will feel happy for u....... sorry my dear for cant telling u the pain that i been through now.............
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