mummy pls hlp me.....

i dunno hw to pass my life d... its been so hard and so tired.... i been trying so hard to please the one that i love... although it was not my wrong but everytime its me the one who admit wrong not him...  mummy sometimes i been thinking am i stupid to do that.... i also dunno y.... i suppose to meet up ah ma today but i could make it.... ah ma scold me and i also know that i am wrong to ah ma.... what to do.... he promise to bring me go but it turns out to be my wrong at the end... am i really wrong ma to visit my grandma... pls dun promise me anymore... it hurts me everytime u could not fulfills ur promise whether u forget or does not have the intentions to break your promise.... but he never knows how many promise he had broke.... causing me the wrong today.... he never say sorry and will never admit his wrong... i been patience for all tis while.... he wanna me to change but he never change................ i dunno i can be patience for how long.... mummy hw u tolerate with dad for so long.... ah ma words really hurt me.... but he will never know... he will know how much i had been sacrifice for him........... i feeling tired mummy.....