ALL JIA YOU BA............

relationship and love.... who knows how to different out these 2??? we can be in a relationship even though we are just fren... a relationship does not mean couple... boy and girl can also just be a normal fren and sometimes is this normal who console us and stay with us when we face problem... they are the best ears and listeners... sometimes what we need not necessary should be a boyfren"bf" or girlfren"gf"... it is not wrong to just stick to one fren and other whom we felt comfortable with... but for others we are wrong... that cause us in suffer...

i never blame on my best pal on what my best pal did... i also din say that a fren of mine is wrong... i am a very straight person but it does not mean all gurlz are the same... i know how my best pal felt but i cant help because only she can help herself... she need to be out from her dark world of love before enter to a new world of love... i know whats her problem but i cant help as this is her mentally problem...

for another fren, what i can say is i had told u but u still wanna listen the ans from my best pal...u cant blame her and say tat wanna avoid her for a times... u not only hurt urself but u also hurt my best pal... i had given the ans from the moment u ask... i had helped u... u fall in love with her not her problem... love is cause by 2 person not by one side...

hope both of them will be ok.... really do... i din call them now and din find my best pal as i wan them to have times for themselves... i even scold tommy, my "lao gong zai" for being such a busybody... i told him not interupt their matters because it nearly cause us both in an argument... earghhhh!!!!!!!! he say i care for my best pal and din care guys feeling.... i feel like dun wanna bother him... kek si wa nia.... it s hard to be a middle person....

yesterday 29/11/2011, i finally be a teacher although just a tuition teacher.. no one knows tat actually tis is my main choice but seen tat my result does not qualify then i choose marketing as it was my second choice... being a tuition teacher is not bad as well... anyway it's still greet as teacher isn't it... i need to prepare a worksheet for them and also teach them @guide them.... it could be tired sometimes but it should be ok for me... i will get used to it... no one will feel tired when doing the thing that we love... i love teaching and it had been quite some years i havent teach people... from 29/11/2011 i will be working from 9am - 10pm... tis is for sure to earn an extra money as well...

wish my best pAL, 10 years fren and me...... >>>> GAMBATE KUDASAI.........