i hate myself

i have been wondered.... we have been separared for a year +++ but y sometimes i could still missing u.... when i look back at ur pic y am i feeling weird inside me??? i still wanna know about ur news... y??? i ask myself tis question but til now i still cant find the ans............ y am i feeling tis.??? i  should not miss u as u never truly appreciate me and never truly loved me before... my tears should not because of u..... u did not worth a single drop of my tear as well......... i hate myself whenever i start thinking of u.............